I just need to say this. 

The male species intimidates me. Maybe is has something to do with never having a father figure while growing up but I do. It sounds stupid, I know. A guy saying other guys intimidate him but whatever. I’m not sure what exactly intimidates me though. I’ve never really had a guy best friend. The closest thing I have come to a guy best friend was my best friends brother and I never see them anymore. I want to be able to say I’m going/hanging out with guys tonight or just have someone I can do guy stuff with. Whatever that may be. I’ll end this now.